EHSC Photo Overload
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Guess what came in the mail yesterday. The amazing pics Brant Gamma took of Buggers and I at EHSC! Woot! Here are some of my favorites.
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Guess what came in the mail yesterday. The amazing pics Brant Gamma took of Buggers and I at EHSC! Woot! Here are some of my favorites.
Ok, finally getting around to blogging about my time at Erie Hunt and Saddle Club. I had Friday before the event off. So time to get Bugsy all squeaky clean and that last ride in. Bonnie actually got on Bugsy and rode him first, so that was a nice treat. I always enjoy riding after she's been on to tune things up. Bugs got a thorough scrubbing as did my tack and he was tucked in for a good night's sleep.
Saturday morning I was at the barn e.a.r.l.y. My ride time was at 9:12 but we had to feed and load up with enough time for me to get dressed and tacked up and plenty of warm up time at the show grounds. Plus Bonnie wanted to work Bugs a bit before we left. He goes better the second ride usually. Made it to the barn in time to watch Bonnie ride, always educational. The kids all slowly started arriving and we managed to get on the road only slightly behind schedule. Pulled into the show grounds with about an hour till my ride time. Perfect. I got myself dressed while my superb grooming team took care of Bugsy for me.
| I actually look like I know what I'm doing! |
Feeling extremely nostalgic as the closing of my bookstore looms near on Monday. Yes my bookstore. I know, I know, it's been almost 4 years since I last worked there. But the Beaver Valley Mall Waldenbooks will always be my bookstore. Even now, I still find myself referring to it as Waldenbooks, and I think we did the conversion in 2005.
I grew up in Waldenbooks. I found an old kids club card that I had from like 1988 I think. My parents always stressed reading to me, I grew up reading books, every book I could get my hands on. When I got my first job in the mall, at Sears, I would spend my lunch breaks in the bookstore. You'd find me sitting on the floor in the romance section finding at least 2 or 3 books to buy. And two days later I would be right back there because I had already finished them. I met some of my best friends in that bookstore: Anne Shirley, Elizabeth Bennet, Jane Eyre, the Pevensie siblings, Nancy Drew, 4 Hobbits, the list could go on and on. So much of my life was spent in that bookstore.
When I left my job at Sears and was looking for another one, I was thrilled when Cindy offered me a position at Waldenbooks. It was my dream job. Of course at times I think I gave my entire paycheck right back to the company, even after my discount! I got to see all the books as they came in, I had a huge bookshelf to organize and stock. I could order in the books that I wanted to sell. In short, it was heaven for me. Throughout college I worked at the store, coming home on weekends for some shifts and over the summer holidays. I loved it. And then after graduation, I was promoted to keyholder and then assistant manager. Not only could I keep the job I loved but I was getting the management experience that I needed for my career.
Even after leaving my job at the store, I still spent a LOT of time there. Working at the store for 6 years, I formed close relationships with all my coworkers. It wasn't easy to not see them everyday. So I would still stop in to say hi, usually on the weekends. And I would usually end up staying for a while, even helping customers. Not only was it my coworkers who I missed but also the customers. As the only bookstore in Beaver County we had a lot of regulars. There was the little old lady who came in every month to buy the christian serial romance novels, I think she was the only reason we kept getting those in stock. There was the somewhat strange manga couple with the super adorable little baby. I even missed Jerry, who was my very first experience with a persistent creeper. That store was home for me.
Monday night it will be closing it's doors for good. I've known for a while that Borders was in trouble. Discontinuing the Preferred Reader card and moving to the free Borders Rewards program, that was a bad move. You're offering a discount without getting any kind of compensation in return. Barnes and Noble charges $25 a year for their card and they are still going strong. That wasn't the only problem. The company went through several management changes and not one of them did much good. And that was all felt at the store level. It was sad to go into my store and see the shelves half empty because the individual store were not allowed to order the stock they knew would sell. But even knowing how much trouble the company was in, I still held out hope that Borders would somehow ride above it and survive. Then in July the final blow came. It was official. Borders was closing for good. The stores were scheduled for liquidation, and then a piece of my history will be gone. I won't lie, I cried when I first heard the news.
Goodbye Waldenbooks, I know I for one will miss your presence in Beaver County. At least I have some great memories.
I know, I know! I'm super late with this, and I thought about just skipping it altogether, but that's just not me. So here we are, May/June goals review
Well, I had plans to write this big catch up post but time has just gotten away from me. And quite frankly I just can't think of everything that's happened. So we're just starting fresh.
We have a new boarder in the barn, Courtney. She just moved here from Texas to work as an engineer at Shell in Cranberry. Very, very nice. And she has two very cool horses. Bucky is her BIG (17.3 h) Dutch Warmblood gelding. She has shown him through Intermediare and is school Prix St. Georges so it's really neat to watch her work him. I want to take Twinkie out with him someday and just let her watch. Maybe she'll learn a thing or two. :) Courtney's other horse is her young pony mare, Kiwi. Kiwi's just been under saddle for about 7 months, so she's still just learning, but oh so cute to watch. It's nice because Courtney will come out in the evenings after work, so I've been getting in a few extra rides on my days off with her.
I'm starting to get out to the barn super early on Saturdays so I can find time to ride all the horses that Bonnie keeps adding to my string. I haven't been on Kaye since the combined test at South Farm two months ago, and actually I'm okay with that. I've got so many other great rides that I don't mind giving her a break from me. She does enough with all the little kids, especially in this heat. I'm still riding Bugsy every chance I get. And after our success at the Boyd Martin clinic I've decided to enter him at Erie Hunt and Saddle Club Horse Trials on August 20th. Erie is a great local event and I really encourage everyone to support EHSC. We've been in the process of changing out the arena footing the last couple of weeks. The new footing is all in now, but we haven't moved the jumps back yet. We'd like to get them washed before we do that, so it's been a lot of dressage work. Which I don't mind in the least. I know Bugsy will jump everything, that's not a problem. And water will be an option so I won't even attempt that. And I know that if I can just get a good dressage ride, we have a chance at doing really well this weekend. I had some real break through moments with Bugsy and I'm really pleased with how well he's going for me. It's kinda funny actually. He's really rather agreeable to working for me. I certainly don't make him do it. But I bribe him with lots of treats. I and ride him enough like he likes, as in I know what I'm doing and I know how to ask for it. But on the other hand I don't have enough leg on him to annoy him, and I don't pick on him, so he likes that. So he's agreeable to working. Plus I think he realizes that if I wasn't riding him, no one would be. And Bugs is not one that enjoys hanging around without a job to do.
The other horse Bonnie had recently added to my string is none other than Scarey Airy! I had tried riding Airy in the past and it just wasn't a good match at the time. I still had the tendency to grab with my legs and of course Airy took that to mean take off. On the flat it wasn't too bad, but try and jump and she just bolted into the fences. Fast forward a few years and lots of lunge lessons later, and low and behold, I can actually ride her. And pretty well too if I do say so myself! I got on her again for the first time a few weeks ago, originally only intending to ride her on the flat. But after some good flatwork Bonnie suggested trying her over a couple fences. We had been getting along well so I figured "why not?" And Airy was a gem! No rushing, just nice and easy over the fences. She's such a change when jumping from Kaye and Bugsy. Both of them are so powerful over a fence, you really feel them sit back and push off into the jump. With Airy though, you could close your eyes and honestly you wouldn't able to tell when she jumps, she's that smooth. No less powerful than Bugs or Kaye, she's just a warmblood and jumps like one.
I've also started working with Twinkie a little bit again. She has been her usual good self. I lunged her a bit before I got on her the first time, of course it was completely unnecessary. I got on her and she was so good for me. She's still a wiggle worm under saddle, we haven't quite figured out how to move off my leg yet, but she's getting there. And she's very willing at both the walk and trot. She really needs her feet done and shoes on the front so we haven't done too much with her yet. But Ari did get on her and walk her a bit the one day and they got along well.
Let's see, what else has been happening? Well X decided to scare the crap out of me a couple weeks ago. It was Saturday and Jim was coming to put hay up in the loft. So Bonnie, Katie, Victoria and I were upstairs doing that. While waiting for Jim between bales I poked my head down the trap door into X's stall to say hi and he was laying flat out in his stall. Very much not like him to do when there are people in the barn. I called down to him and he lifted his head to look up at me but made no move to get up. At this point I wasn't too concerned, it was super hot and he was in an inside stall, so I just thought he was stressing because he was overheated. By the time I got downstairs he was working on getting up, so I snapped on a lead shank and took him out to the arena to hose him off and cool him down. We go through the whole hose and scrape routine a couple times and I take him into the barn and clip him in the crossties where he can get the cross breeze. I ask the kids to start working on his stall for me, and then Sarah comes over and tells me there's blood in his stall. It's a tiny little bit, maybe like an inch in diameter. I noticed he had a few places where he had rubbed on like his hip so I figured that's what it came from. But I checked him over again just to be safe. As I knelt down to feel his legs, I looked up and saw this:
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| Buppi is a lightweight! |
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| After the stitches |
Well, it time to start moving on with things. As hard as it is, and as much as I still want to just cry everyday, I'm still here and I still have a life to lead. And the first step will be recapping the amazing clinic in which I rode with Boyd Martin.
Boyd came back to Northern Ohio at the end of June for a 2 day clinic at White North Stables and South Farm. When he was last here in October of 2010, I took Miss Kaye and we had a blast riding with him. Well this year, I was going to pass on the clinic. $300 is just a lot of money. But as the date got closer and Katie was getting ready with Kaye, I really wanted to ride. So I talked to Bonnie and we decided to take Bugsy along for the second day and ride cross country at South Farm.
Wednesday morning we were up nice and early to get on the road. Katie was scheduled to ride at 7:30 and then I would be in the 9:00 group. Well when we got there, we heard the sad news that Boyd's father had taken a turn for the worst after his accident and so Boyd was leaving early to catch a flight home to Australia. So Katie and I both ended up riding at 9:00 with about 5 training/prelim riders. On one hand it was nice to still get to ride with Boyd. On the other hand it was kinda disappointing to have to be in a group with the prelim riders, I don't feel we got as much attention. But what can you do. The poor guy was just trying to work with as many people as he could. I give him a lot of credit for still continuing with the clinic after getting that kind of news.
We were on our own for the flat warm up, which was good. I wasn't that big of a fan of the way he warmed us up on the flat last year. Especially with our horses. Bugs was a little pumped when we first headed out. He would not stand still so that I could get on even. But once we got out to the field and started on the small circles, he settled down into the work nicely.
It's been over 2 weeks now since my world was just completely turned upside down. And I still can't believe it.
For those of you that don't know yet, my brother, very unexpectedly passed away June 30th from a massive heart attack. He was 36 years old, the father of two wonderful little girls, ages 11 and 13, and way too young for this to happen. He was walking home from the grocery store and just collapsed 2 blocks from home. Someone saw and called 911. Unfortunately nothing could be done. It turns out he had severe, chronic, cardiovascular disease. It built up over a long period of time. And he had no idea. At least not as far as we know. But even if he did have any warning signs, he probably didn't think it was his heart. I mean who at 36 would?
None of that makes this any easier to get through though. I don't have a big brother anymore. I'll never get to see him again. My niece won't ever get to hug their dad again. Wednesday night after the funeral, I went to the cemetery with my parents, Aunt Sandy, Uncle Ralph, Uncle Bill, Sara, Kris and the girls. That's when it really hit me. Todd won't be around to see Lexy and Kailee graduate high school or get married. He won't be here to dance with me at my wedding. My kids will never get to meet their Uncle Todd. I lost it.
You expect to have to say goodbye to your grandparents or your parents. But not your brother. Not now. And I feel like I have to be so strong for my parents. I don't know. This whole thing has just been so hard, it's unreal. Everyday I wake up wishing that it was all just some really bad dream. And unfortunately I'm still living that nightmare. It's not going away anytime soon.
I've gone back to work at both jobs and I'm trying to get back to normal. Or at least as normal as things will ever be again. The ponies have been a huge comfort to me, as you can expect.
I've had this post sitting out here as a draft for a while now. I just haven't been able to hit that publish button, as if it somehow makes things more real. I know crazy huh? Like it's any less real just because I haven't blogged about it?
Thank you all for your support, your words mean so much more to me than you can possibly know.
I love you big brother, and I know that someday I'll get to see you again.
Well, it's been a busy few weeks. Between work and finishing up my studying for the PHR exam, I haven't had a lot of free time. Of course I still manage to make it out to the barn on Saturday mornings. Since South Farm I've had some good rides on Naughtie, going to the combined test really did her a ton of good. And then 3 Saturdays ago (June 11th) I got the chance to ride Bugsy again.
Bonnie had let Astrid ride him a few times and so she was riding in a lesson with Naughtie and I. And when it came time to jump, Astrid decided that she didn't want to jump. So Bonnie asked if I wanted to take him over a few fences. Now I haven't been on Bugsy at all since like August. But I was game to try him. Astrid and I switched horses and she took Naughtie in to put away while I got used to Bugs again with a few circles. Then we headed to the jump and it was so much fun! It wasn't that big of a fence, only a baby oxer, maybe about 2 feet. We jumped that a few times and then Bonnie bumped the back rail up a bit. We didn't do much jumping that day, but it did remind me how much fun Bugsy is and what a blast it is to ride him.
Then I got to thinking. I wasn't planning to ride in the Boyd Martin clinic this year. I just couldn't justify spending the money. But now after riding Bugs, I was itching to go. So I got in touch with Therese from White North Stables and asked if it would be possible to ride just on Wednesday for cross country. She said yes and so Bugsy and I will be strutting our stuff for Boyd!
As usual with me, I did take a step back when I rode Bugsy the next week. I was getting him rushing into his fences and it was just bad in general. So we scaled things back and went back to jumping cross bars. We really concentrated on just taking my two point and keeping my legs light and not rushing. And I got him back to a nice sane jump. Unfortunately, ending a lesson with cross bars just a week and a half before I'm entered to ride Novice with Boyd is not really all that confidence inspiring.
So fast forward to this weekend. I was determined to do better. It ended up being a nice day at the barn, quiet, none of the kids ended up coming out. So for a while it was just Bonnie and I, then Katie showed up after a while. I tacked up Bugs and we headed out to the arena for a last lesson before the clinic. And guess what? Going back to cross bars the week before was exactly what I needed. Bugs was listening to me, and I wasn't rushing him into the fences. We worked up to an oxer that was just shy of 3'. And then Bonnie added a 2nd fence as a one stride, set at just about 3'. My first ever combination with Bugsy! And we nailed it! We ended the lesson with some canter work, which wasn't the best. Bugs really needs the half halt before the canter and I was struggling with that a little. Once again I've just gotten very complacent riding Kaye. She knows what I want and just does it, regardless of what I'm doing. Bugsy not so much. He knows what I want, but he won't do it unless I ask for it right. But overall, the lesson was great and I was feeling very well prepared for the clinic.
Then on Sunday I was able to get another ride. So nice, it's been months since I've gotten to ride twice in the same week. We warmed up on the flat first, including a bit of canter and well, the half halt lesson sank in and my departs were much, much better! Then Bonnie had us start jumping. We started out over the same oxer from the day before, novice height the first time. Boyd won't start us out over little stuff, so need to at home. The first fence wasn't perfect, but it was much better than I normally do over my first fence so I was pleased with that. After we jumped the oxer a couple of times Bonnie decided to get creative. She dragged over the piece of indoor/outdoor carpet and made a "coffin" with it. She set it up one stride after the oxer and put a ground line to help Bugsy see it. First time through the combination he did jump it. Tried going through again and he figured out he could just canter over it. Put a raised pole over the middle, and he still cantered over it. So then Bonnie dragged another set of standards over and set up a 3' vertical one stride after the coffin. Bugsy still just canter the coffin and then jumped the fence. We tried to get him to actually jump it a couple more times, but no luck. So we took a bit of a walk break and Bonnie set up a vertical over the carpet. The last challenge of the day was 3' oxer, one stride to 3' vertical, one stride to 3' vertical. First time doing a triple with Bugsy. But Bugsy is awesome. All I had to do was set him up and ride him to the first fence and then let him do his thing through the combination. It was great! Doing that with Bugsy was really just proving to myself how far I've come in my riding in the last couple of years. It wasn't all that long ago that I was afraid to jump Bugs at all. Let alone through a novice triple combination. It was a great way to leave off before the clinic, I feel so ready to go and show Boyd what we can do!
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| Bugsy trying on his new ECOGOLD xc pad |