Thursday, December 30, 2010
Just 3 wishes? Can't I have 5 or 10? No, alright I guess I'll stick to 3 then.
I wish for a new job. One where I enjoy what I do, I have co-workers who appreciate what I do and don't stab me in the back. One where I get paid an appropriate amount for what I do, where I can make enough money to support myself and my pony comfortably without having to work a second job. Mainly I just want a job where I don't make myself sick everyday I go into the office.
I wish to meet someone. I'm almost *gasp* *shudder* 29 *eek!* And I'm ready to settle down and meet someone. I want to have someone to share my life with. Someone to come home and complain about my day to. Someone to listen to as he complains about his day. I want to have someone that takes care of me. I want someone to share my love for my pony with. I just want someone to be there for me, no matter what. I want to have a family.
I wish I had more confidence. I wish I had the confidence to achieve my potential when riding. I wish I had the confidence to go out and get what I want in life. I wish I had more confidence to take chances with my life instead of doing what's safe.
And I know this was probably meant to be an uplifting post. Oh what do you wish for, kind of thing. Really though it's kinda depressing for me. All these things I wish I could have and yet it probably won't happen for me. Ok, time to go eat ice cream.